Insisting on Persisting in Resisting

The more the situation calls for me to behave with gravity and proper decorum, the more I’m likely to drag my heels and stubbornly glue myself to being silly and irresponsible and to frustrate any attempts to make me act however is deemed suitable to my age. Those nearest and dearest to me have long since learned the futility of asking me to behave in any sort of adult-appropriate manner and they tolerate, or to varying degrees, enable this impossibly impish attitude on my part. No wonder I love them so.

digital painting from a mixed media original

. . . so I'll just keep lying around and looking at the pictures in the clouds . . .

Perpetuating Childhood

In all probability I’d be prone

to be an insufferable old crone,

a hag, a harridan, full of mold,

if I had to mature–grow up–get old–

because, in truth, the prospect’s grim

when responsible heart meets creaky limb,

and milky eye and baggy middle

drag joie-de-vivre down a little–

I’d rather, by far, annoy my peers

by being unfitted to my years,

guffawing, as boisterous as a sinner,

and eating six Popsicles for dinner;

skipping like a stone across the Square

and having wild grass seeds in my hair,

wearing skirts too short; taking much too long

to figure out what I’m doing wrong,

yet enjoying the doing things just the same,

since it’s all a bit like a great big game

anyway–this journey we call a life–

so why should we let it sour, be rife

with tedious, tiresome old-age gunk?

I’d rather go back to school and flunk

for excessive dreaming and foolish pranks.

Grow up? Grow old? Mature?

No, Thanks!

22 thoughts on “Insisting on Persisting in Resisting

  1. Nostalgia and innocence. All bundled up. Your personality really shown out in this one, Kathryn. I adore it. I really do.
    Loved the humour throughout it. The last two lines? They hit home hard. Love the lightheartedness, how sparkly it all was.
    This was resisting age and the turns of time at its finest. My favourite poem of yours thus far.

    • In my case, I’m so shortwaisted that I have a sort of Tweedledee look in skirts as it is, so what’s ‘short’ on my legs may well be a regular length skirt just hitched up to sit at my waist. Classy, huh! Can you guess I’ve never been mistaken for a supermodel?

      Not to worry, we can both wear whatever playclothes we want; it won’t dampen our spirits any. πŸ™‚
      xo

  2. Love this. I’m feeling thoroughly old and crotchety, today. Not-quite-but-almost Screamy Mommy with my own two, if not with my four extra kids. We need to eat some popsicles and get our mud boots on and see if any earthworms are awake yet. And then maybe put a whole big pile of ’em in their Dad’s lunch box >:-} Thanks for the smile, Kathryn!

    • Besides getting behind on my comment-responses, I can assure you there’s a looooong additional list of wrongs, but somehow that still doesn’t bother me enough to change it. πŸ™‚

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